Showing posts with label personal notes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal notes. Show all posts

Saturday, August 03, 2013

A poem that has no title

you are the flame that sets my soul on fire...
and I am like the  moth that is drawn to your irresistable  heat.
unmindful of the grim consequence , my wings are  now  scorched as
I keep flying around your deadly flame....

All about you are so captivating  and hard to resist
you have  indeed made me a prisoner of your charm
with the shackles of your passion  binding my sanity  completely....

I am completely lost in you, and thoughts of you really
consume me ..
There is not a day that  goes by without  this feeling of longingness!!!

A poem that has no title

you are the flame that sets my soul on fire...
and I am like the  moth that is drawn to your irresistable  heat.
unmindful of the grim consequence , my wings are  now  scorched as
I keep flying around your deadly flame....

All about you are so captivating  and hard to resist
you have  indeed made me a prisoner of your charm
with the shackles of your passion  binding my sanity  completely....

I am completely lost in you, and thoughts of you really
consume me ..
There is not a day that  goes by without  this feeling of longingness!!!

Monday, April 08, 2013

Ray of light


To my dismay , the door suddenly  shut down , and I found myself   locked out.
desperate to get back in, I remained at the door knocking and begging,
but my pleas just fell upon the  deaf ears.
still hoping, I kept knocking harder than  I could imagine, but to no avail.All at once, I felt my spirits sink  and  a  pang of sadness shot through me like a  stray bullet.Only then it dawned on me
that it was but  a colossal waste of  efforts. !!

However, just when I was on the verge of succumbing to complete dreariness,
another door across  suddenly swung open, with the ray of light  streaming towards me.
What a beautiful sight to behold !
to my surprise,  I  felt a stab of excitement! and  the joy suddenly  chased away the chagrin in me.
like a magnet, it sucked me in  closer and when I looked up, I found myself standing before  the most beautiful ray  of light I have ever laid my eyes on. It  was just  too good to be true. I let myself  in  and as I  closed the door behind me, I  took a sigh of relief while  basking in the light .

AND THEN,THE JOY JUST KEEPS ON FLOWING AS THE SAGA CONTINUES..............

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Lesson to Live by

At some point in our lives, we were careless,  and selfish, . We  cared  for nothing but only  superficialties here on earth.But all of a sudden , a point of realization came rushing like cold water hitting us...Voila!! We just found ourselves realizing  the most important lessons in life..They may vary from person to person but what matters  most  is that we have learned  something that  we can live by on a day to day basis. I, for one have a lesson to live by  and everytime I´m   asked about it, here is my  reply..


We should use  our  eyes to see the beauty in others and not their ugliness....
We should use our  ears to listen to our inner voice and not to pointless chatters....
We should use our mouth to spread good words about others, instead of negative and untruthful remarks...
We should use our feet to stand firm on our ground and no to walk proudly...
We should use our hands to lift people up and not to pull them down..
We should use our arms to welcome those at the bottom and not just those at the top...

In a nutshell, we should  learn to use everything  we have in a  more profound way...

Monday, April 09, 2012

pang of hope

Everything  was   once  bleak , barren and desolate ,
 but things started to come to life after you came into the picture...
It´s amazing how you made this lady  stop in her tracks and turned
everything blissful, like an angel poking her  in the eye
with a beautifully binding light and taking her  afloat to paradise...
 It may be an exaggeration, but the feelings are so intoxicating
and exhilirating that  they can be compared  to the`` State of  Nirvana´´....
Words are running out  to further describe   how she feels ,  quite for ``undefined feeling´´
Close yet so far, you make her wish that  things would manifest into reality,
 and more often than not,  she  always  finds herself in a wishful thinking mode ...
Just the prospect of you being close to her  sends shivers  down  her spine  and
 leaves her breathless......
 Enjoying  every minute of the  heavenly ``scenarios´´   inside her head ....
Basking in warm, happy  thoughts of  you
What a  great diversion she gets herself into!...
 An escape from reality??. Well, it is not!!........It only means how much she  thrives on``hope´´just  to keep her  going.......
 Like   a book whose last remaining chapters
 are about to unfold , her life is filled with excitement  ....The ending  may  be  either a happy or a tragic one, but nothing would keep her from hoping fervently  ...Anyhow, she may not  know much but  there is only one thing  she is certain about
If things she hopes for would come to reality , everything would be perfect to the core!!!1

Monday, March 26, 2012

Reality bites

Reality bites ....I am like a flightless bird with broken wings
wishing  to fly beyond the horizon  with you, but to no avail...
As Cliche as it may sound, I am an open wound  you left behind,
taking ages to heal...
exposed to more complications´,it seems incurable...
even the most potent cure  won´t do,..
the  demise  of once beautiful memory  seems irreversible ..
it takes only a miracle to bring it to life again..
Call it   insanity , but I  remain your inseperable shadow
trailing behind every inch of you...
like a gust of wind , whispering into your soul,
and trying to reawake your senses,
hoping   those ``sparks ´´ would return ...
in my loneliness,, I  unlock the memory box bearing all
the sweet nothings of the past .. Gazing inside fills my silence with tears..
Just Can´t  seem to  find a way to lock its thousand locks and cast it into the fire of oblivion...
As Melancholy ensues ...dry brittle leaves , fall to the ground
carried by the  swift currents into different directions,
storm clouds loom
 and darkness  creeping in---
-Such is also my fate...riding on the winds of time and braving through  this darkness

Friday, March 16, 2012

Futile Hope


The image of you lusters so strong that it hurts my eyes..Even in your absence, your overwhelming presence is still felt .. As omnipresent as you are, you surround me with warmth and comfort..

Every word you utter is resonating in my soul ....like every drop of healing water, it has a therapeutic effect on me..

Your wisdom is so great that it rubs off easily. What a great weapon to overpower me!!..My Hands up to you!!!

I  am fully aware that I do not  measure up to your standards and expectations ; nonetheless, I  fervently hope that in one way or another you are STILL able to see my worth...

the GAP between us is unbelievably wide that it seems impossible to bridge it...Day in  and day out, I´ve been wrestling with my inner voice  that keeps telling me   `´IT  IS NOT MEANT TO BE´´

As it is now, everything is in the furnace of doubt.. Neither of us dares to save  it.. Once the fuel is added to the fire , it will continue to burn up in a blazing fireball of uncertainty...

Thursday, March 08, 2012

Untitled

A typical capricornian, I tend to conjure up my own dreams and create an exciting world of my own to evade temporarily life’s miseries and woes . Oftentimes do I find comfort in daydreaming.They say that the higher you aim, the harder you fall.But this cliche wont stop me from dreaming big.Nothing is impossible as long as you believe in yourself. FAITH can move mountains.

 Life is a struggle.Without problems and trials, life would be like a smoothly- paved straight road leading to nothing.The road where I am now may be rough and crooked but I know I am getting to my destination…………….SUCCESS.

I believe that for every failure I experience , there is an equivalent success and luck in store for me. I guess it is just a matter of time before I finally get what my heart really desires

Saturday, March 03, 2012

Masquerade



We all live in a fake world...
Almost everything is just an illusion, non-existent and unreal..
It´s nothing but a mirage....a place of make-believe where
the majority  we rub elbows with is wearing a mask
How impossible it is to unmask this iron-cast mask of pretenses!!
--so difficult that hyperbolly speaking we would need an x ray device
 to see beyond and fathom who they really are behind that mask...
Everything is not always what they seem....
and much to our  chagrin, it is not a case of ``what you see is what you get´´
Not everyone who smiles at us  likes us
Not everyone who pays us a compliment  admires us
Not everyone who pats us  on the back wants  nothing in return and
Just because they offer a helping hand doesn´t mean they are really sincere...
Sad but true, it is  merely a world  of barter, where almost  everyone is regarded  as  a commodity
a place  where one´s vested interests prevail.......we  are worthy, if we have  soemthing to offer
 and if we  don´t, we are nothing but  a piece of crap in their eyes...
In short, no one really gives a damn  about our real   worth as a person ... we  are simply regarded as their ``needs´´ like every commodity in a capitalist market..and that´s a crying shame!!
Let´s not be foolish to believe that everything is real..
It would be gullible of us if we do...
In this masquerade world  of pretenses, the least thing we could do is to go with the flow and
play our cards well....I may sound pessimistic, but It would be a futile hope to believe that one day it will change..a masquerade world will remain a masquerade world.... and as the cliche goes `` if you can´t  beat ém , join ém´....